Nice guys finish last…? Stress…? Life is chaos!
Ever feel that life is unfair? You try your best and end up getting dicked over in the end? Every time you go out of your way for someone else, try to help someone, do something good for someone else or whatnot you get praised, but if you do something for yourself you get shunned or made fun of…? This is how I’ve felt for a while now, but I’m gonna try and keep this as far from a “pleas pity me” post as I possibly can. I just feel like ranting and I have nowhere to rant besides here. =)
Girls, women, relationships…
To put it simple, ALL females are complete bat-shit crazy. No offense to you ladies out there, but you are and you know it. All the random shit that goes through your heads, all the mixed-up, twisted logic… It’s all crazy as hell! If a guy dumps you and treats you like shit, get over it! If a girl says something about you that hurts your feelings, fuck them! Can’t get over a guy? Stop talking to him! It’s all very simple, yet the ladies take simple problems and pile shit onto them, blowing them all out of proportion! Females are insane.
Friends
It’s about time I start re-evaluating my friendships with several people. I have realized that some people may be better friends that I thought, and others are complete shit who care only for themselves. Several people whom I haven’t talked to much in the past have stepped up to the plate to help me get through some of my current problems. I appreciate that and am 100% grateful. You know who you are and I’m trying to avoid mentioning names in all of this. The other group I mentioned (The shit friends) are un-supportive, selfish and need to grow the fuck up. If I wanna talk to someone I care about and spend time with them, fucking let me! God forbid I don’t spend every waking moment paying attention to you. If I wanna quit drinking to better myself, support me on it! Just because I’m tired of acting like an asshole and wasting my money at the same time doesn’t mean I’m any less me. If anything I’m improving the quality of my life! Summary: Things need to change!
Work
Actually, work isn’t too bad right now. <3
Final Thought
Life is kinda screwy right now. I need to make some lifestyle changes to help me fix that for myself.

August 15th, 2008 at 4:48 pm
I <3 you Joshua!